Now that there is less than 2 weeks before I still for the bar, I spend around 16 hours of my day sitting at a table with my head in a book. My Fitbit is questioning my steep drop in steps per day. Since I never move, when I HAVE to leave the house I throw on whatever is available.. aka I never match and currently I look like a 5 year old dressed me. My ability to care about anything other than passing this exam has significantly waned.
So it is now that I look for encouragement in the littlest things. I try to remind myself that this was the best move for my health and future…and I hope and pray that this turns out the way I planned.
Back to the books… but first, maybe a shower.