Why is it so hot out!?

I woke up so many times last night.. body overheating because the weather outside keeps changing and I cant seem to keep the temperature inside the house accurate! I’m sure it doesn’t help that my water bed is heated but I cant just turn it on and off! That is why it is on in the winter.. if winter would do what it is supposed to.. like be cold for once? Don’t get me wrong.. I lovee the warm weather.. it’s why I love Texas so much.. what I don’t love is how it cant pick whether it wants to be warm.. or cold? Get your boots out.. put them away.. get your boots out.. put them away! It’s an arduous task. I would turn my water bed heater off tonight but the weather is supposed to drop this week! and then go back up to warm again of course..

I  had dreams last night about weather… scary ones actually.. There were a ton of students who were gathered at the Texas State Alkek Library for a book signing and then all of a sudden everything got really dark so everyone went inside and watched as funnel clouds formed and started to dip down.. I grabbed my friends and we took off for the stairs to the basement but everyone beat us there so we had to find shelter elsewhere.. The rain drops were ginormous and it was pure chaos.. cars were being ripped from the ground and thrown around.. we found shelter in a room somewhere  made of concrete and then the dream changed over to me being chased.. and hiding from the large group of men chasing me.. it was boys against girls more or less and seemed a lot like a malicious game of hide and seek.. and somehow my little sister kept getting me found! all of my dreams seem so vivid.. I always wonder what they mean.. or if they just mean I have a wild imagination!

Anyway time to get up and go to the gym.. Thanksgiving is coming and you have to balance out that caloric intake! Don’t let the dreams get the best of you.. or the heat for that matter!

Live

RIP <3

Today a friend died..

He rolled his truck on the way to the ranch in McAllen.. No one knows how it happened.. but it did.. I got the phone call this morning. He was 24, a college graduate, and had such a bright future. Its hard to think that he’s not going to be around for the rest of our lives.. I have no idea what to say to his girlfriend.. one of my best friends.. what do you say? How do you comfort people when there are no words?

Its hard to think that life can end that quickly.. Remember to live each day as it is your life.. The funeral is Saturday and I’m driving down Friday night.. Three Rivers here we come 😦

RIP Dustin Odom

 

Post Post-Season Work

Now that the season is over and the Rangers lost the World Series to the Giants.. (lets all take a moment and be sad, but proud of the accomplishments we made) .. It was an amazing ride!

 

the office has calmed down quite a bit.. I’ve begun doing all of the refunds and charge backs and accounting even! The stress level is way down, and while everyone is a bit disappointed I think they are much happier with how we did this season than how upset they are that we lost.

My life is going very well! I cant think of anything I would rather being doing.. I dont mind working crazy hours when it leads to as much fun as I have at work! and I know I’m a workaholic but I cant help it! This morning I was at the stadium early, on my first Saturday off, to volunteer for Autism Speaks. Of course I ended up counting money in accounting inside the first base box office.. so really it was just like being AT work even when I wasnt.. which is almost like a guilty pleasure, especially when I’m giving back to the community!

Anyway! Bed time… tomorrow I actually have a day to clean! Sweet Dreams World!

AH!

This week has been so crazy!! The Rangers won the ALDS and we begin the first game of the ALCS Friday! I can’t believe that we made it this far! It is the first time in HISTORY that the Rangers advanced to the League Championship Series!! I get to be a part of history.. and thats crazy!

Tomorrow I go to the chiropractor again.. My back still hurts.. and the numbness in my fingers is starting to freak me out..

Anyway super tired.. More tomorrow!

Back to Tampa Bay

It’s bottom of the 5th and the Rangers are down 5-0 against Tampa Bay at home.. We won both away games and they are about to win both away games.. It is going to come down to game 5 in Tampa Bay.

I don’t know what we’re going to do when we’re really out of post season.. After refunds I may just be out of a job… Fingers crosses that doesn’t happen.

In other news! I went to a haunted house with Cassie and some boys last night! It was a lot of fun! They’re doing a really cool promo where you get a free ticket if you donate blood vs. paying $25 for a ticket! AND you get a free shirt! It was perfect!!

I have faith.. I’m going to cross my fingers and close my eyes and pray to God that the boys can pull out and we don’t gave to go back to Tampa Bay.

ALDS Game 3

If we win today tomorrows game becomes obsolete and the Rangers advance to the ALCS with home field advantage! I had my parents drop me off at work today because traffic is going to be crazy! When I got to work I was so excited for our new credentials and then it turned out to just be a wrist band.. But I guess it’s okay!

Today my sister is driving to San Marcos to visit the university that I love! I’m so jealous! But I’m glad I’m here and I hope she as a great time!!

The office is having chick fil a catered for lunch so that’s amazing! Anyway gotta get back to work

Stacie Always Makes Me Feel Better!

soo many stories about her life that make me feel like my life isnt quite that bad ❤ thanks best friend.

So I know maybe it’s not about me and he can’t help how  he feels.. it sucks but there’s nothing I can do about it. and there’s nothing he can do about it, if that’s what he’s going through right now that is..

It’s hard to remember that everyone’s kind of broken..

Being Broken Sucks…

I thought it was me. I just wasnt used to this type of dating. I thought maybe this time it would be different. and real. and I wasnt going to end up being the girl that gets left in the wind while the boy I like chases after another girl. Boy was I wrong.

I think the hardest part about being broken is getting broken over and over again. I have this ridiculous faith that one day, maybe, JUST maybe someone isnt going to do this to me. That one day I’m not going to take second to someone you want/cant have. You would think that I would learn. Close myself off to being hurt over and over again. Close myself off to being used over and over again. But I just keep thinking, this time it’s going to be different. Suprise. It’s never different. And then I’m just broken all over again.

So I get it. It’s not me. I cant be her which apparently makes me not worth the effort. Fine. I just wish you could see how amazing I am.

 

Geez!!

Its been way too long since I’ve written on here.. no fear its time to start back!Since no one! (except my big and Momma J) read this I think this counts as a safe place to say what I’m thinking!

Quick catch up to my life today!! Its already the bottom half of 2010!! I graduated!!! I got a real job with the Texas Rangers! I cant even believe thats what I get to do! It’s so much fun I love it! Everyone there is super nice! Anyways no fear, I’m still going to law school I’m just putting it off for a few years! No one wants a 25 year old lawyer.. they’re not trustworthy lol, not that laywers at any age ARE trustworthy..  soo more or less I’m a 22 year old college graduate, single, on a diet, working out with a trainer, and I have an amazing job.. life could be worse

I’m getting up in the morning to go get boxes from hobby lobby to make my sorority family care packages for rush so it’s time for bed but I promise this is the start to a loong line of blogging from this girl ❤ get ready!

Love.