sometimes i wonder how is it possible to be friends with everyone

and go to bed feeling so lonely every night

everything in my life right now is so topsy turvey

im laying in bed right now watching entourage on a saturday night by myself.. my big is probably asleep, my little is probably out partying, and my boyfriend is in houston with his family.. im getting really tired of not talking to my other two roommates.. its making my living situations miserable..

anyways im going to bed.. again.. i have work tomorrow from 1 – 9.. ugh..