After what felt like.. basically a MILLION hour drive.. i finailly got home last night! on the way 35 closed down to one lane of traffic.. 3 times!!! it was very aggravating.. but its okay because i am here!! and at the moment its kind of nice because i am the only one here… i havent been the only one anywhere in awhile.. but the amusement of being by myself will wear off very quickly 🙂

my big also left last night to go home, and im glad she made it alright.. we kept seeing accidents left and right i figured yesterday was the day for accidents! but everyone is safe! idk what i would do with out her.. probably go insane.. which is what is going to happen in december.. ugh.. the day she moves out is the day i disappear.. i locked my door today.. which is rare.. because for once.. i dont trust that no one will go in there.. and thats really weird for me.. anyways..

Still without a lap top as of this day.. and get this.. Dell told me they were going to send me a box *(empty) so that i could send them my lap top so they could fix it. at this point ive given up fighting about getting it done quickly..  its just not going to happen.. SO! then they called me and told me i wouldnt even get the box until tuesday or wednesday because its on back order… im sorry what? boxes..EMPTY boxes.. are on back order? figures.. so im stuck without my lap top for another.. x amount of days..

today is what, friday? i love fridays.. esp. at home i dont really  have much to do today, im going to the dr. office a little later, maybe ill stop by bobby v’s and get some queso.. which would be horrible for my diet but as of right now i still weigh 171lbs. i worked out yesterday before i left and the night before i played competitive vb for like 2 hours.. so im very happy that i am keeping up with my exercise… dieting.. is a little bit harder for me.. they JUST built a new starbucks in our school… its like perfect access.. ugh.. but im not really drinking anything other than water.. except for the occasional diet coke.. and i knew this weekend was going to be a bad diet weekend anyways because i was coming home and i dont want to subject my family into eating what i want to eat.. i mean if my dad wants to cook steaks and mashed potatoes who am i to say no? mmm…


everyone is either at work, or at school so i am going to shower and get pretty and go play around the town by myself for a bit 🙂




Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow.

in that order..


i couldnt blog because MY COMPUTER IS STILL MESSED UP… screw you Dell.. anyway.. I had a pretty good day I had my Dr. appointment for my ADD and i spent like an hour in the office trying to “breathe and relax” enough to get my blood pressue down to a point where the dr. felt comfortable prescribing me medication.. which is dumb because

a. i know i have high blood pressure

b. it says IN MY FILE (from my cardiologist) that it is OKAY for me to take this medication and

c. she is not my cardiologist so she shouldnt worry about it.. i know my body is messed up.. dont make my mind messed up too 🙂

anyways after that was class which wasnt too bad.. Spanish (learned nothing) other than that Spain, the word, means land of many rabbits.. weird i know..  then i went to the gym and did the eliptical and abs and a little bit of weights..

yesterday i weighed.. 171.4 🙂 thats a reduction of almost 3 lbs.. aka water weight lol

then class again! and then i had like an hour before i had to be ready and gorgeous and the sorority house for chapter (which i ended up not going to)

it takes about 10 minutes to get to the busses and wait for you bus to get there.. usually.. and then its another 10 minutes taking the route around and making all the stops, until i get to where i park every day. and its another 5 to find my car.. which i never remember where i park.. and the to fight the traffic to get off campus is probably about another 10.. so all in all ive already wasted 35 minutes just getting off campus.. they should really reconsider how they run their busses.  anyways… then i went and dropped of my perscription (which was going to take an hr. to be ready) AND i was starving, i hadnt had time to eat all day.. so on my health kick i was craving a grilled chicken cesar salad.. (didnt happen) .. at this point it was already around 6 o’ clock and i had homework to do along with eating, picking up my prescription and trying to fix my computer (STILL NOT DONE!!) so i decided that in object of time.. chapter was just not im my cards for the day.. Out of my things to do i called two of my friends and convinced them to go get dinner with me.. we ended up at River Pub where they did not serve cesar salad.. so i got the special.. a penne pasta with breaded chicken breast on top.. not delicious.. i also had chips and queso *not in my diet 😦 * AND i ruined my diet yesterday with dessert (which was amazing- but i shouldnt have eaten it) theen i picked up my prescription, did my homework for my test today, and tried to fix my computer(failure)…

then it was bed time..


my plan was to get up early and go work out.. but i was having such a great dream that i did NOT want to leave my bed.. I was on an island with my boyfriend and my family and my mom’s friend’s family? it was similar to a vacation that i took with my family ( and my boyfriend) this summer.. and i think that was a vacation i never wanted to wake up from either.. I think being with him in my dreams is better than nothing, and def. enough to keep me in bed.  Dell called around 9 am to fix my computer and then told me that their system was going through a 3hr. update so they would have to call me later ( fine by me because i was not awake) .. unfortantly they called me while i was in class taking my Business Law test..which i think i ACED!.. we shall see.. then they called again during work (which is where i am now) and i missed it because my phone was on silent.. so im hoping they call soon because at my other job, i cant answer my phone and try and fix my computer.. it just wouldnt happen.. anyways..

im at work now and today i had another frappachino.. basically as my lunch (not a good start) but i figure as long as i eat vegetables and drink lots of water that maybeee it will balance out, and tomorrow will be a better day.. 🙂

Wednesdays and Fridays are always my busiest days.. because i have school and work, but 2 jobs.. not just one.. granted i LOVE both of my jobs.. i always kind of wish i just had a little more time to myself.. so once i leave here i will go to my second job and call who knows which section of our beautiful united states and aggravate everyone while they’re so called “eating dinner with their family” i feel like half the people who tell me that are lying.. which is fine.. i wouldnt want to talk to me either.. but the research is vital to the companies around the area’s where we call..

Incase my computer is STILL not fixed by tomorrow I figured i would just blog a little ahead of time


is thursday!!! which means (hopefully) after work i will be leaving for Dallas to go see my family and my boyfriend! and i am soo excited.. i have a friday lab that i would have to miss but i sent an email to my teacher asking if it was okay for me to do the quizzes online at the same time that everyone else would be doing them, and then just turn my paper in by email.. we will see what he says.. if not then ill be leaving friday as soon as my lab is over 🙂 either way i am so stoked to go home for the church picnic and to see my family and chris. 

tomorrow is class. work out. class. work. so its kind of a busy day.. and im not sure WHAT ill eat yet but im really working on that diet idea and exercising is going really well i think.. i cant wait to start really seeing results 🙂

thats it for now.



Today Has Been SO Aggravating!!

As of last night my computer crashed during a “system update”.. thank you blue screen of death.. and as of now.. i hate dell.. in general, and every single person who SUCKS at english.. so now i have to wait until my system disk gets here and they’re also sending me another hard drive.. this will make # 3… # 2 is in my computer and the origional is in my car because my city doesnt have DHL service.. its super fun.. could today get anymore aggravating? and to make it worse today is the first day of my regime diet and exercise program.. and needless to say it is not going well.. but today i ordered Wu-Yi Tea online for like $5 dollars (and then cancelled everything) so i get the month trial and hopefully no reprocussions.. we shall see.. but they also gave me like a tip book so i wanted to make a post of the tips incase anyone is interested.. they’re all pretty much like common knowledge but it might be nice for me to have a reminder on here as to why the hell im putting myself through this..

okay so here is today stats

as of this morning i weigh 173.8 lbs

I have had :

A Chocolate Biscotti and a Venti Java Chip Frap = 800 cal and not a very good start

my BMR is -2230 because i walk around on a very hilly campus, the BMR breakdown is this

find your day below and start with negative calories at that amount

Light: Sitting Around = -1911 cal

Moderate: Standing and Moving = – 2070

Heavy: Walking A Lot or Lifting = -2230 cal

And this morning I went to the gym and did my Eliptical Machine for 28 min. and burned around 279 calories and then i did weights and abs and burned around another 83. And I had a powerade which was + 150 calories.

so as of now (post lunch) I am at a total of 950 calories for the day and my goal is to weigh 165 lbs. by the end of october so i have to eat 807 fewer calories per day than my body burns so i have a food budge of 1785 calories for dinner.

The hardest part of this entire thing is that i have a very hectic life and its really hard to get food that is not fast food when i am in a hurry. we will see how i do.

Anyways I will post later but i have a test wednesday in Business Law so i have to copy notes and study for now!



…Oh TKE…

Oh My

Oh My

Oh My

Last night was a lot of fun, my big and I hadn’t gone out together in awhile! this morning however not as fun i feel like death. Getting out of bed is the worst idea every time I try. The TKE bus to 6th Street last night was really fun. Its been a long time since ive been out but i think i need to remember that not only do i not like vodka but vodka does not like me. I think last night was the first time i have ever thrown up ON someone.. Sorry Austin.. Thats what he gets for sitting next to me haha.. But now I am relatively bed ridden, moving makes me nauseous!

Trey and Caitlin took me to What-A-Burger 🙂 but of course they messed up my order and now my burger tastes like mustard :/ but it was a really good idea 🙂 They are at the library being studious for this week and i am lying in bed..dying.

All in All.. I miss my boyfriend but im so blessed to have such amazing friends! I cant wait for this weekend to go home and see him and my family 🙂 I also cant wait to feel normal again! At this moment I will never drink again!!

On another  note I think i am slightly addicted to icecream.. and ive decided that its not really ice cream per say its the texture and the tempature of the ice cream lol.. maybe that means i am addicted to ice cream haha..

today ive ben watching a lot of tv, mainly because it doesnt require moving ( and its not far from the bathroom) and watched a show similar to Ace of Cakes(my favorite show ever) and every time i see something like that i just want to try it! with cake and fonda and sugar flowers. i would love for someone to open a shop that makes all of the supplies available so that people could go make their own cake! or take classes and everything haha.. now im watching Janice Dickinson Model Agency and i always wonder.. how do they stay so skinny?

I would love to be that little but i dont think my bone structure would even allow it… i wonder if you can have your ribs taken in? just kidding! i know its not possible lol there are a ton of vital organs in there! I would however like to lose weight.. like 15lbs. any ideas? I think if i can conquer my icecream addiction it would probably be the first step in the right direction!

I have a new work out routine every monday i go to the gym after my 8 am until my 11 am. On Tuesdays and Thursdays i go to the gym between my  12:30 an my 3:30. All the other days I just have to make time to go! Intramurals start this wednesday but im kind of upset because they scheduled games at 6pm on wednesdays and i work every wednesday @ 5 so i pretty much will never be able to play. Volleyball intramurals are starting soon too and we scheduled games on monday nights so im excited because i will always be able to play! I think im going to record my progress on here and see how it goes.. Starting Monday! we’ll do a food diary and weight list and maybe even before and after pictures haha maybe it will convince me to stay on my diet for once! plus it will totally help with my blood pressure!

anyway i think im going to take a nap, caitlin and trey are at the library until like 10 pm and my eyes are getting blurry.



Friday Classes :/

Just another boring day in my life. Which i have to admit isnt that bad 🙂
Friday classes at 9 am are not too much fun but i got woken up by the best boyfriend ever so it makes it mostly okay 🙂
i enjoy writing for the class and the quizzes that we take. my teacher is a grad student who makes the class fun. today we went into the quad and interviewed people on LBJ to see if students knew LBJ attended our school or what he did for education. I dont even know what he did for education. For our homework next week we have to write an article using the quotes that we have, i think for my article im going to write about LBJ’s contributions. it will give me a way to do homework and research why LBJ was such a fantastic education fanatic!
I also had work today, and Fridays are so.. ridiculously.. SLOW! I spent the first like 10 minutes filing.. and the next 4 hours playing Zoo Tycoon. it wasnt that bad though, i highly enjoy zoo tycoon haha.
Pretty much since work was over ive been at home, napping, playing games, watching movies and my roommates and i cleaned out the fridge and pantry.
One more week til i go home for the annual church picnic!
I am so excited to see my family and my boyfriend and everyone at church!
So yah, thats it for now..
I have work tomorrow at 10 am so im going to bed!

Busy Busy Day

Day one of a blog and a busy day it is! Youre welcome Big because now you have this to read so when you cant get ahold of me you can just check up on me here! haha just kidding, we both know i dont update enough for you to be able to do that.. but ill try harder this time 🙂 i had an accounting test this morning, i think it went okay.. 50 questions, multiple choice.. not too bad.. im in business law class now listening to how people get sued and served and what not, very interesting .. haha.. anyway thats it for now. i have a very busy day today

Accounting Test @ 11
BLAW @ 12:30
Work @ 2 – 5
Work AGAIN! @ 5 – 10
and then home 🙂

but today is also supposed to be football practice for AXiD and being co-intramural chair, i think im supposed to be there… wednesday’s, however, do not work for me.. so im going to have to figure this out..