Ugh..

im kind of tired of posting right now..

i know i havent been doing it lately but i think its pointless at the moment because no one is reading.. even my big who always tells me to blog isnt reading my blog.. so other than to get my feelings out and to work on my writing theres no point to me blogging..

my life has gotten so boring…

i get up, go to class, go to work, go home, watch disney, go to sleep.. and repeat.. with a few alpha xi delta events thrown in the mix

i dont really feel like anything im doing right now matters… nothing really.. and i dont know whats wrong and what has me feeling like this.. or how to fix it..

I registered for classes for spring.. im taking 15 hrs.. 4 classes on tuesday thursdays and one on monday wednesdays …

 

anyway im gonna go to bed for now.. later..

Sometimes

sometimes i wonder how is it possible to be friends with everyone

and go to bed feeling so lonely every night

everything in my life right now is so topsy turvey

im laying in bed right now watching entourage on a saturday night by myself.. my big is probably asleep, my little is probably out partying, and my boyfriend is in houston with his family.. im getting really tired of not talking to my other two roommates.. its making my living situations miserable..

anyways im going to bed.. again.. i have work tomorrow from 1 – 9.. ugh..

How Magical

planning a wedding has so many steps and so many problems but in the end it is so magical.. i want to plan  wedding.. i dont really care that its my own but i would love to pick out a dress and a cake and do place settings for guests.. so im going to show you what i have been daydreaming about today..

save the date

 

place settings
something similar to this

my engagement ring ❤
beach side
gorgeous gorgeous gorgeous
wedding ring
his ring
his ring
so far thats the end of my daydream..
hmm hmm hmm ❤ i love weddings

Technology Hates Me..

so ive decided that technology hates me..

its trying to ruin my grades, my relationship and my social life! between my computer and my phone both throwing shit fits over the past few days, my technological issues have been ridiculous!

at this moment.. my computer wont download word off my cd and my phone wont charge.. ugh..

im really tired or i would write a lot so ill just do a quick update until tomorrow.. this weekend was a lot of fun!

friday..

i went to school then left and then i worked for like ever which was boring but that night i went to TKE wine night and that was a lot of fun.

Saturday..

i had work at 10 am but i got off really early (3pm) and then i just relaxed until the UT game… i spent the game time with my big and her fiance! and then i went to  the phi delt party with my little and a few of the babies! it was awesome because i havent seen a lot of those ppl in a long time.

Today!

i had a lot of fun… i went to a Sisterhood brunch and had breakfest with my sisters 🙂 and then i went and woke up one of my bestfriends/sisters to convince her to go halloween costume shopping with me around 2.. by 4 pm we managed to get to HEB for an 1 1/2 hours of shopping.. and then we made it to the outlets to look for the halloween store.. it took us like 10 minutes to find the store and in the end i didnt even find anything i wanted to wear.. i did get to go work out afterwards though..

my little is making me go out more and more every weekend  :/ haha i dont know what happened to me.. u used to be very very social.. i guess with the blood pressure issues and the boyfiend i just havent felt the need to go out and get wasted.. im doing okay though, at least when i go out i just drink wine.. which isnt that super bad for me..

anyway i have a mass comm job fair tomorrow morning at 10 and this week is mass comm week so gotta get some sleep! xoxo

also! tomorrow starts my diet and exercise program again… so we shall see haha im horrible at keeping on diets!

Oh My Luck!

Today was a really good day! i got up relatively early and pretended like i was gonna study for accounting but i didnt really want to.. i got up and dressed and met Jersey at school to pretend study! then i took my accounting test.. i couldnt really tell if i knew the answers or if i was just guessing.. apparently i knew (or im a really good guesser) because i got an 82! on the test! which is my second 82 on a test in that class!

i had starbucks with a bunch of my friends after class! its really nice to get everyone together and talk and know that its okay that we’re all from different walks in life and we can all just hang out. I took my little (or she took me ) to get her flu shot today! i was not about to get a needle jabbed into my arm.. im fine with giving blood! but i am not a big fan of shots.. supposedly the flu vaccine is going to be huge this year!

Then Arielle and I went to hobby lobby. I decided today that I want to scrapbook my college life.. everything about it! the good the bad and the broken.

Then i had like a million hours of work. I painted some things at work

MY COMPUTER IS FINALLY FIXED!!!!

So yesterday we finally finished fixing my computer

almost TWO MONTHS LATER

which is ridiculous

but on the bright side my blog is going to start being updated daily again! i know so exciting.. ive had a pretty good month so far.. i cant believe its already October.. and like mid October at that.. Im trying to think of everything thats happened over the past month but really nothing too exciting.. except for today!

today was Big Little Reveal! and i finally got to tell Sarah that she is my little! and i got to give her the present that i was so excited about! i should have taken a picture of it! i will later…

ALSO! we offically named and put together our family. we are the Giraffe Family! and the print is so adorable! the upcoming months are very full and very important! and kind of nerve recking! but we will see

Upcoming Months:

Mass Comm Job Fair Oct. 20

Little’s Birthday Nov.. th haha..

NomCom Nov 11

MidTerms/Finals

Intramurals

Alpha Xi Delta Stuff

and of course WORK! ugh..

but i am going home to spend Christmas break in Dallas with my family and with Chris! which is very exciting! its been getting harder to be away for such long periods of time.. 😦

anyway i have an accounting test tomorrow (which i only KIND of studied for) so i have to go to bed so that i can get up a little early and study a bit!

Love.

Retreat Today!

Im at work doing the small amount of filing that they had available and the phone hasnt even rang once.. aka no point in my being here other than computer access.. which at the moment is necessary! i had to pay my tuition today.. somehow i forgot about it completely… not that forgetting is unusual for me. I wish i could have stayed in bed all day today but i had a 9:30 class (that i was on time to) and a paper to type up..

I got a 93 on my first paper! unfortantly the second paper was not so successful.. it would have been if i had edited it a little more.. w/o GSP (grammar, spelling, punctation) mistakes i had a 90… and i have 5 GSP mistakes.. work 5 points each.. aka 65.. yuck.. but the good news is that we have a chance to rewrite the papers in like 2 weeks for more points 🙂 only our second and third papers though.. which is good because i aced the first one! it’s funny because I LOVE writing…but i am not too fond of punctuation.. i dont mind spelling… mainly because i have spell check now..

Today is Alpha Xi Delta Chapter Retreat (oohs and ahhhs!)… we get to drive like 45 minutes away to a cowboy bunk bed bungaloo and hang out with all of the sisters.. yay! haha.. umm so yah im TOTALLy.. not looking forward to it because i would love more than anything to just lay in bed all night tonight.. i even have to leave early because i have work at 10 am! yuck… but sunday.. sunday i will be in bed ALLLL Day!

you should be very proud of me! i was going to get lunch today and i drove up to mcdonalds and EVEN got in the drivethrough.. and then decided that i was going to eat subway instead! and i drove AWAY! yay me!! and i havent had ice cream in forever.. (like a week) but i do still drink starbucks.. :(.. BABY STEPS! haha anyway .. ive lost like… 2 lbs.. maybe.. but i am starting to see a change..

I STILL DONT HAVE A COMPUTER i hate dell i hate dell i hate dell.. i know its not their fault.. its the process they have to follow its just very aggravating.. idk what do do anymore…

 

anyways im going to go pack for the retreat! bye!!

 

Live.

Oh My Oh My

wednesday ALREADY! this week has flown by!! i dont really have time to update right now because i have one hour before i have to go to my OTHER job.. and i have to make a resume and do my accounting homework like now! so i just wanted to say hi and im alive and ill be back later..

 

i would update much more often if DELL would fix my computer.. ugh ..

 

Laugh.

I’m HOME!

After what felt like.. basically a MILLION hour drive.. i finailly got home last night! on the way 35 closed down to one lane of traffic.. 3 times!!! it was very aggravating.. but its okay because i am here!! and at the moment its kind of nice because i am the only one here… i havent been the only one anywhere in awhile.. but the amusement of being by myself will wear off very quickly 🙂

my big also left last night to go home, and im glad she made it alright.. we kept seeing accidents left and right i figured yesterday was the day for accidents! but everyone is safe! idk what i would do with out her.. probably go insane.. which is what is going to happen in december.. ugh.. the day she moves out is the day i disappear.. i locked my door today.. which is rare.. because for once.. i dont trust that no one will go in there.. and thats really weird for me.. anyways..

Still without a lap top as of this day.. and get this.. Dell told me they were going to send me a box *(empty) so that i could send them my lap top so they could fix it. at this point ive given up fighting about getting it done quickly..  its just not going to happen.. SO! then they called me and told me i wouldnt even get the box until tuesday or wednesday because its on back order… im sorry what? boxes..EMPTY boxes.. are on back order? figures.. so im stuck without my lap top for another.. x amount of days..

today is what, friday? i love fridays.. esp. at home i dont really  have much to do today, im going to the dr. office a little later, maybe ill stop by bobby v’s and get some queso.. which would be horrible for my diet but as of right now i still weigh 171lbs. i worked out yesterday before i left and the night before i played competitive vb for like 2 hours.. so im very happy that i am keeping up with my exercise… dieting.. is a little bit harder for me.. they JUST built a new starbucks in our school… its like perfect access.. ugh.. but im not really drinking anything other than water.. except for the occasional diet coke.. and i knew this weekend was going to be a bad diet weekend anyways because i was coming home and i dont want to subject my family into eating what i want to eat.. i mean if my dad wants to cook steaks and mashed potatoes who am i to say no? mmm…

anyway

everyone is either at work, or at school so i am going to shower and get pretty and go play around the town by myself for a bit 🙂

 

Live.

Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow.

in that order..

Yesterday!

i couldnt blog because MY COMPUTER IS STILL MESSED UP… screw you Dell.. anyway.. I had a pretty good day I had my Dr. appointment for my ADD and i spent like an hour in the office trying to “breathe and relax” enough to get my blood pressue down to a point where the dr. felt comfortable prescribing me medication.. which is dumb because

a. i know i have high blood pressure

b. it says IN MY FILE (from my cardiologist) that it is OKAY for me to take this medication and

c. she is not my cardiologist so she shouldnt worry about it.. i know my body is messed up.. dont make my mind messed up too 🙂

anyways after that was class which wasnt too bad.. Spanish (learned nothing) other than that Spain, the word, means land of many rabbits.. weird i know..  then i went to the gym and did the eliptical and abs and a little bit of weights..

yesterday i weighed.. 171.4 🙂 thats a reduction of almost 3 lbs.. aka water weight lol

then class again! and then i had like an hour before i had to be ready and gorgeous and the sorority house for chapter (which i ended up not going to)

it takes about 10 minutes to get to the busses and wait for you bus to get there.. usually.. and then its another 10 minutes taking the route around and making all the stops, until i get to where i park every day. and its another 5 to find my car.. which i never remember where i park.. and the to fight the traffic to get off campus is probably about another 10.. so all in all ive already wasted 35 minutes just getting off campus.. they should really reconsider how they run their busses.  anyways… then i went and dropped of my perscription (which was going to take an hr. to be ready) AND i was starving, i hadnt had time to eat all day.. so on my health kick i was craving a grilled chicken cesar salad.. (didnt happen) .. at this point it was already around 6 o’ clock and i had homework to do along with eating, picking up my prescription and trying to fix my computer (STILL NOT DONE!!) so i decided that in object of time.. chapter was just not im my cards for the day.. Out of my things to do i called two of my friends and convinced them to go get dinner with me.. we ended up at River Pub where they did not serve cesar salad.. so i got the special.. a penne pasta with breaded chicken breast on top.. not delicious.. i also had chips and queso *not in my diet 😦 * AND i ruined my diet yesterday with dessert (which was amazing- but i shouldnt have eaten it) theen i picked up my prescription, did my homework for my test today, and tried to fix my computer(failure)…

then it was bed time..

TODAY!

my plan was to get up early and go work out.. but i was having such a great dream that i did NOT want to leave my bed.. I was on an island with my boyfriend and my family and my mom’s friend’s family? it was similar to a vacation that i took with my family ( and my boyfriend) this summer.. and i think that was a vacation i never wanted to wake up from either.. I think being with him in my dreams is better than nothing, and def. enough to keep me in bed.  Dell called around 9 am to fix my computer and then told me that their system was going through a 3hr. update so they would have to call me later ( fine by me because i was not awake) .. unfortantly they called me while i was in class taking my Business Law test..which i think i ACED!.. we shall see.. then they called again during work (which is where i am now) and i missed it because my phone was on silent.. so im hoping they call soon because at my other job, i cant answer my phone and try and fix my computer.. it just wouldnt happen.. anyways..

im at work now and today i had another frappachino.. basically as my lunch (not a good start) but i figure as long as i eat vegetables and drink lots of water that maybeee it will balance out, and tomorrow will be a better day.. 🙂

Wednesdays and Fridays are always my busiest days.. because i have school and work, but 2 jobs.. not just one.. granted i LOVE both of my jobs.. i always kind of wish i just had a little more time to myself.. so once i leave here i will go to my second job and call who knows which section of our beautiful united states and aggravate everyone while they’re so called “eating dinner with their family” i feel like half the people who tell me that are lying.. which is fine.. i wouldnt want to talk to me either.. but the research is vital to the companies around the area’s where we call..

Incase my computer is STILL not fixed by tomorrow I figured i would just blog a little ahead of time

Tomorrow!

is thursday!!! which means (hopefully) after work i will be leaving for Dallas to go see my family and my boyfriend! and i am soo excited.. i have a friday lab that i would have to miss but i sent an email to my teacher asking if it was okay for me to do the quizzes online at the same time that everyone else would be doing them, and then just turn my paper in by email.. we will see what he says.. if not then ill be leaving friday as soon as my lab is over 🙂 either way i am so stoked to go home for the church picnic and to see my family and chris. 

tomorrow is class. work out. class. work. so its kind of a busy day.. and im not sure WHAT ill eat yet but im really working on that diet idea and exercising is going really well i think.. i cant wait to start really seeing results 🙂

thats it for now.

 

Live.