Today my life feels like it kind of came to a halt.. and it is hard.. and it is painful.. and i am crying but i am trying to keep in mind that each day is a new beginning and although it is not very fun right now, it will get better.. The hardet part for me is that yes I am sad and yes I am hurt and yes I am crying but my bestfriend is not here to hold me while I cry like she usually is.. She is in spirit but not in presence.. and I wish she was, more than anything.
Tomorrow is the beginning of my last day of winter break.. Tuesday starts my senior year, and my last year at Texas State! I got a new roommate and she is awesome, her name is Megan and she is from Wisconsin. but today.. today is still hard.. and im looking forward to tomorrow
im sorry i dont have more to write.. i wish i could put everything i am feeling into words but i cant.. basically its like a hole in the bottom of my stomach that gets bigger everytime i think about it and every time i think about it i cry.. and everytime i cry i get a headache and my face hurts.. so basically i just hurt.. and im sad and hurt…
tomorrow will be a better day..
i love you still
Live
Sweets by Lamb 
i still love you too, little 😉 JK! i know that wasn’t to me!
you’re so strong & i do wish i was there, but i’m glad that since i can’t be, that trey is there. he’ll have to sub in for me for the next four days, until you’re here & we can have two sleepovers in a row. YES!
it may be a little too soon for this joke (if it is, just skip this paragraph & go to the next) but can i sign you up for the bachelorette now? you told me i could haha
i miss you little… i almost drove to san marcos tonight… love, big